hmmmm...Cry Me A River

ooh...i hate to say this but i really hate today..
no i was hating ytd a little more.. but today is creeping up on me more than it did ytd...
fact is, i feel so miserable..
i know this is what e norm would deem as PMS-ing.
but its not counted today. as it is "e time"

hmmm.. so i did try.. i really did..
but u see.. sometimes trying is seriously not enough.
so u know what everyone is advicing me to do?
try again thts what..
but i'm so sick of trying..

i'm so sick of getting rejected from time to time..
and of course..
i have been being a mean ol' shit by throwing my misery at others..
oh yes...
i'm glum and guess what?
i still have 1 more supp paper to go tmr...
macroecons!
not tht i like it at all..
but.. no choice..
and u know what?
u should take others for granted.
u shouldnt let others feel as if they dont mean anything anymore..
hmmm.. hokay! again e dramatics go..
but don't say i do it too often..
oh yeah i whine..
but take it ...if u care..

tata for now.
as u have guessed, this is but incessant ramblings.