today i have fallen into e depths of ultimate boredom whilst trying to find new meaning to life.. this whole process is pretty simple.. its basically just lying down on my mother's bed and watching 3 HBO movies back to back.
HEY! tht itself killed off 6 hrs of my life.. not to mention i decided to do my whole being some gd by catching up on sleep..
why has my life fallen into such a horrible state??
am i transforming into a leper tht has no social contact with anyone?
nah! nonsense...
e truth was i feel tired and listless... just like i have been feeling for e past couple of days.
and i am throwing hissy fits at anyone without a reason.
so isolation and living independently for awhile is key to not ruining any friendships and relationships i have with other ppl.. it just makes perfect sense.
i called up mcdelivery and ordered 5 burgers.
yeah no kidding..i was planning to eat up every single one of them..
food calms me down..
and as i swallowed every bite of e burger..i was tuning in to this very interesting independent film..called "real women has curves"... and e more they showed all these fat and flabby women dancing and prancing ard in their undies..and of course, constantly proclaiming tht they feel like e sexiest women alive... the more i felt tht eating tht burger of mine is no big sin.. after all "real women have curves"...
now as i sit here typing this out.. its suddenly coming to me...its true, real women have curves.. but perfect women have curves without flabs...
its a totally different thing.. and tht again makes me feel guilty for eating those burgers and momentarily embracing my "curves"...
maybe i should try heading to e gym tmr...this show is harming my body more than i know it..
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