Late Nights No Slumber

i'm up at such a late hr.
n i'm feeling so freaking sleepy.
i wonder what's e point in doing tht.
but u see, i'm weird.
i tend to type mindlessly.
while letting my brain go into snooze mode.
its this useless skill i have acquired from having too many late nights.
even eyebags don't seem to develop no more.

i'm getting better at surviving from day-to-day.
n i'm awake now.
most of e time. i'm trying to keep tht up.
no more not sleeping for e entire night
n going to sch feeling like i can collapse right under e shade of a tree in peaceful slumber.
see, i think thts such an inappropriate thing to do.
n of course skipping tutorials/lectures
is just something which has to end some time.

i suddenly don't feel like going to new zealand.
i'm gonna miss out on spending time with...
oh God, i'm complaining abt going on holiday.
yucks.
why am i complaining when i'm gonna get to spend time with my loving family.
i'm slapping my forehead in utter disgust.
Piak!