Down down Down.

i have a summary of what my day feels like today.
a big ho-hum.
a resignation to e monotony of it.
a far cry from maybe say, being remotely happy at all.
i kinda like my eyes as it is.
my double eye lids r much more obvious today.
i suddenly found joy in keeping my mouth shut
occasionally spilling out neccessary communication in a span of 3 to 4 words per hr.
n remaining a str8 face or some would confess, a sour plum face for e entire day.
i'm quite frankly tired.
i'm tired of keeping up with myself.
i have decided i won't lift a finger or activate a brain cell to bother with anything anymore.
tht includes communicating with creatures who barks at me for nth.
n creatures who forgot abt my existence.
n later blaming me for my own non-existence.
truthfully, tht hurts like fuck
n truthfully, i'm gonna get numb to it.
in due time.