when u wanna stop something from affecting u
turn to someone u can confide in.
u know what?
i'm finally giving up on tht method.
i'm tired of crying to my bf over e phone.
because i am sad my best fren is leaving or my parents r giving me a hard time.
my freaking weird outbursts for no apparent reason.
who wants to have their mood affected right?
n of course i'm starting to snap at ppl alot more
or be really blunt because my sensitive side is numb.
thts bloody selfish of me.
to think i can drag ppl down into my misery.
n sometimes. i am really not dramatic.
truth be told i just want ppl to share my sorrow.
maybe along e way give me some advice with how to deal with it.
but i see its a kinda stupid strategy.
i'm really wasting my precious time.
so now i know what to do.
its so simple. n i actually figured this out on my own.
i'm gonna continue being bloody selfish.
i'm gonna keep everything tht makes me happy.
n those tht doesnt
begone.
i'm best at avoiding :)
Sunday, November 27, 2005
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