The Big Yawn

yawn yawn yawn.
life is 1 big yawn.
n after tht.
u just yawn again
because e very thought of life itself forced u too.
i guess i have been sleeping WAY too much.
watching WAY too much "Friends"
n surfing e same sites online WAY too much.
in fact i tried to think healthy.
follow mum to e club gym in e morning.
follow mum for some swimming.
follow mum n not eat anything with more than 3 grams of fat in content
but e result?
just e reversed. i notice this strange weird behaviour of mine.
e liking to opposed to whatever norm tht society seems to see fit.
i tried to think interesting.
go cycle on a cloudy/rainy day.
ask my dad to take us to night safari like e way it was 4 yrs ago.
go visit my cousins.
go live with granny for awhile.
go hiking with my dad at bukit timah hill. (this time, not crying because i mistook a thick wire lying on e ground 4 a giant anaconda.)
or go set up a makeshift tent(involving blankets,clothes pegs n chairs)under my study table. n sleep in it 4 3 consecutive nights.
bottomline is,
i'll stick to yawning because i'm too God-damn lazy to make it happen.
i'm not 12 anymore.
i don't play pretend anymore.
n i certainly grew up to become this insanely boring person who wld rather rot away slowly,
den do something abt her constant yawns.