She's Back Bigger And Meaner!

I'm so not motivated to study...
it will be my last paper in abt an hrs time and all i can do is sit here on my fat ass and not pick up the bloody bk to revise...

Just now a bunch of ladies came to my house for tea.. my mum's frens and the daughter...there was Sarah.. the girl who nvr fails to intimidate me and make me feel outta place even in my own home.. how pathetic can i get? she was taking abt her wonderful life in aussie.. how studying is "great!" how to "lose weight!" with so much enthusiasm u pity her straight away for having nothing better to do in life but to jump at the chance to animatedly talk abt crappy things like these...I still remember in church camp how she would show me this sort of attitude like i was the leech at her throat, when i sincerely wanted to be nice to her(haha... this sounds weird.. SINCERELY?, wait a min actually i do have a motive) anyways, in front of the adults she nvr fails to be so tender and sweet to me.. i could have sworn she felt like my bf( no offence to u dear)...and what's with the comment on my mum's hair being something that u wanted the hairdressers to cut? and how its so soft? MY GOD , i can't even believe my ears.. she wanted to please my mum so much... she don't even feel embarrassed for being such a phoney ass...

alright.. i'm super tired of my ramblings.. off to the bks i go.. for the next 45 mins..

Oh and new blog skin! haha i'm so happy with it.. i LOVE green and i really love the fairy at the side.. i even sometimes come to admire my blog for no gd reason... except to see the new skin... how sad can i get?