How To Deal

these days i'm getting a sort of unsettling feeling..i feel sick and tired of what i'm going through in life actually...sch and stuff... i'm turning into mary turner...but u know at least she managed to get herself stabbed and her troubles disappear that way...she should thank moses...why in the world am i sounding that sadistic?
well as i'm sitting here my maid is packing up and leaving us for good.. considering an average of a 2 hr long convo is what i spoke to her for the 2 years she has been here, i'm rather surprised i'm not crying at this moment.. i guess as a person grows up their emotions harden...
my mum is screaming again.. at my dad...over some maid thing...she has this really irritating ultra high pitch thing in her voice that makes me so irritated as i'm sitting here...even though her shoutings r not directed at me...
been lazying ard just now watching the reruns of frens.. which i have watched on the average 3 times per cd.. i can even memorise lines for crying out loud.. and for all 10 seasons..i'm a nut...
my quiz online as i have found out can be tried repeated times till u get full marks... i didnt know that and why didnt i know that... i fucking hate myself for it.. oh and i'm so glad to announce that i'm still cca-less...maybe i should just go join that ava club thing with pq la... what the heck.. see? life isnt perfect and sometimes u just got to deal, hey isnt that a line from that movie "how to deal", yup i guess after watching that movie for 7 times on my dvd player.. its bound to get stuck in my head like frens...