I feel that my life is so complete and perfect the way it is.. is that scary to admit? coz life cannot be perfect, u should never be satisfied with it.. there has always got to be something to complain abt..like how sch sucks or how u can't stand ur parents or how ur frens r ignoring u.. or something alone that line..
however that is seriously not the case...mostly and i willingly admit its coz of u.. my dear..who loves me so unconditionally and seriously i dun know if we will ever fight or argue in the future...coz i got a sense that it really can't happen..i get along well with u..and its only been 2 weeks and i feel like i really connect with u..all the time..it really feels comfortable..i dun feel like i need to change to fit u or whatever.. i can truly be myself..its not easy to find someone where u can be yourself with..u might think u did especially when u try to fit into the person's lifestyle by lets say playing bball to impress the person even though u dont even enjoy playing bball..but u thought u did...its a delusion u give urself..this is the first time i'm definitely not deluded...someone actually listens to jazz and has a liking for coffee...u make me a little more confident of who i am, u make me appreciate the things i had a passion for..i see ur drive, i see ur connection with ppl and i wanna be like u..u teach me things that i was afraid to venture into..its something silently on-going...u taught me to learn to give a little more even if its gonna make u lose...in the end i can count on your love for me..u make me love u a little more each day..slowly n more deeply..i'm afraid of that though..its not u..i guess i was a little scarred by my previous relationships..i guess for now it will be just to go with the flow..i can't stop myself anyways..
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