Job And Future Prospects

I hate making decisions, i hate empty promises, i hate the future...u know what i mean? i'm talking about my job at the expo and my parent's expectations and plans for me...everything summed up in 1...
yesterday i had this really sickening job where i had to work for 10 hrs and i'm paid $30 for my slavery...and to think i could have make it up by working for 3 days and getting paid $90 at the end of it? well, the boss suddenly decided that our group split into 2 and i only get $60 for working 2 days plus my very meagre $10(i rounded it up) of commision for clinching 2 deals... pathetic... u can't fault me... i could have done better...but we were forced to sell stupid educational games for pretentious parents with too much money and dumbass spoilt children... but of course once it comes to treating a customer... i just need to change my thinking 180 degrees and think that educational toys are all the parents need to ensure that their child would end up like bill gates next time...haha... see the rational? in life, u got to learning when to be sincere and when to be fake...and as i'm typing here.... its 10.30am and my work starts at 11am and i'm not even ready... heck it... they can so see me breezing in late... so not my problem...promptness is not my issue especially when its for $30 only...
oh right, talking abt my parents.... i really got to prove to them and work really hard from now on... on my studies in the poly that is... i know that they meant well but they r really planning my life out like a that "game of life" boardgame...they want me to have everything some not even within my reach... i always thought they nvr had high expectations in me but they r concerned... i mean they were telling me about their friend's daughter who married a man old enough to be her grandfather (he is balding and according to them, looks like he just recovered from cancer) and they said "dont end up like her" and started telling me when it was right to find a husband and what kind to look for... i mean hello? this is not some wet market where u can pick and choose...they really r too practical... although they are not wrong... so in order to show that i can take control over my own life... i will and i stress WILL live u to their expexctations no matter what... just as long as i can decide my own future...even if i hate making decisions... but things like marriage thats my own deal... if i want to marry a balding guy so be it... life is seriously so difficlut when there is so much standards and ppl judge u by the job u have or the money u have... but thats just it.. and its our responsibilty to make sure ppl can look up to us instead of look down on us... coz u know i will nvr let anyone look down on me... maybe in kc i was being looked down upon but not now not ever again...